This one is difficult. I feel suddenly “cornered”, forced to choose which 3 of the multitude of things I want to get accomplished are the most important. Almost like this is a test. Oh, the pressure! OK, here goes:
1. Move from this city to my home on the island! This is still the number one priority in my life. It is the catalyst that everything else I do is propelled by. It MUST be completed this year or I may go out of my mind…
We have changed the date the move is going to happen 6 times already in 3 years! I am at the end of my patience…well, I really haven’t got any patience but I’m pretending to:) The last time we readjusted the plan we set it for April. I hear rumblings it will be pushed to August instead. I’m avoiding the unpleasant reality talk for as long as I can:(
2. Write.
3. Write.
Notice write gets mentioned twice. On purpose. Cause I procrastinate. Get distracted. Get gung ho then get distracted again. Start a story. Lose the thread. Put it out of my mind. Avoid. It’s fearsome. What if somebody reads it? What if they don’t like it? What if they tear it apart? and me in the process. Fragile ego. Rejection avoided. Approval needed. Approval wanted. Every bit of it feared.
Such a scardy-cat!
