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I only took half my dosage of Dexedrine this morning, 15mg instead of 30mg.
So the day has been a little blurry, out of focus, not quite “on”.
I’ve been flitting around like a flea.
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Swept half of my living room floor. About a quarter of the kitchen floor. A bit of the stairway landing. Changed the garbage bag but left the full bag in the entrance. Jumped from one game to another, playing like I have never played any of them before.
Now I’ve got the TV on. I never watch TV in the day. But it’s Ellen, so I’m half listening. And watching off and on.
My body feels weighted down with lead. Heavy. 
I took a nap of sorts. Fading in and out of sleep, not really sleeping but not really awake either.
I think I was supposed to do something today but for the life of me I can’t remember what it was.
Oh well.
Tomorrow is a another day. 
What Was I Thinking?
Ah, this ? is one I ask myself all the time:)
Every decision I make impulsively is rarely able to withstand the test of time.
And all of my decision are made impulsively, right down to speaking my mind.
Shopping is the worst because if something catches my eye and I buy it, that item will inevitably become another waste of money because I won't use it, wear it or even like it anymore quite quickly. It is also applicable to food.
I am nothing but consistent in my inconsistency!
I keep explaining to my husband/family/friends that my tastes change, I'm growing and moving forward at all times.
They are not buying it.
But it's my story and I'm sticking to it.
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There is no other women’s clothing that has succeeded in making me feel more utterly ridiculous than this type of blatant “sexy” outfit!
I’ve tried many, many times over the years, trying on various outfits similar in every colour imaginable while in a lingerie store.
Once on I feel instantly awkward and silly. There is no way a woman can feel sexy if she feels awkward and silly:)
Give me the white racer back tank and comfy jeans any day…now, that, is sexy:)
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