It all sucks, every damn bit of it💩 There are no real positives in living this way, battling depression, unable to work so you have to live in poverty and isolation. Real life with chronic pain is a bitch😬
I stopped running to doctors, trying new meds, pretending to be good when I’m not.
I don’t explain to anyone anymore why I live in relative physical and social isolation.
Funny, how people don’t really care anyway, so when you’re stand-offish, no one really tries to get to know you.
Fine by me. Nothing anyone can do.
So be it.
It is what it is.