In 14 more days we will be on the road heading towards Grand Manan!
I am feeling the excitement building up inside me and trying to ignore it. The more excited I become the less sense I will make in everything I say or do.
Who can blame me? GM is the most beautiful place…a secret treasure in a vast land of beautiful places!
There is just nothing ugly about the place…it fills your spirit with an appreciation of what is truly great in this world!
Soon. Soon I will call this paradise home:)
But the chaos that comes before I arrive is worrisome.
Control myself…oh, if only my track record gave me some hope LOL
But it doesn’t. I’m a little more informed now and maybe a little bit smarter concerning the effects of ADD/ADHD and me. But controlling it? Ha! I think not!
And that is not a good thing:(
I have 6 more days of work…I must maintain some measure of composure otherwise they will escort me out of the building with an army of security at my side:)I know myself enough to realize how difficult this will be.
I will be a basket case soon.
Nobody will like that…especially me.
Like an out-of-body experience, I’ll be watching myself screw up…laughing maniacally.
Such a loon! But a deliriously happy loon:)